Trial Run

I've come to the realization in my 21, almost 22, years of life that there are not a whole lot of people who actually care to hear what you go through, positive or negative.  As I begin to speak, I watch their attention quickly wither away.  They either zone out, are in their own thoughts, or go right to their phone.  I have a lot of thoughts and I like to voice my thoughts, but it is really embarrassing to vocalize thoughts to your friends and realize that they are either not paying attention, or do not care.  Now, I do not actually know if this will ever be read by anyone other than myself, but at least if it does I will know whoever read it cared enough to actually, well you know, read it.